Dreams

The dreams are fading now,
Among the anguish and the pain.
I sit here trying to remember
Trying to hold on.
But it is hopeless as I am only delaying the
Inevitable..

I am just waiting for it to fade into nothingness,
As it slips through my fingers like grains of sand,
Leaving behind hopelessness and despair,
Leaving misery as my closest companion.

Where is the passion?
The laughter, happiness, joy?
Hiding behind the walls.
Impregnable?
So it seems.

I sit here waiting as the clock ticks the time away.
Waiting for something unforgettable,
Something  momentous.
Life changing.
I sit here waiting....