Normal

Will things ever be normal?

I wonder if the stress that I have will disappear.

The anxiety and the trauma that I have to endure.

I'm asked about my future, but I'm so lost in my fantasies that I don't even think about it.

I long for a normal day, a normal life, anything

Something to look forward to, to keep me going

I feel more lost every day, as I worry about simple things

I feel that my mind won't slow when I sleep, causing me to become restless

Will things change for the better?

When will things be "Normal"?

These thoughts cross my mind day and night, and I can't help but wonder.