Hope

I laugh at myself sometimes,
A laugh of pity,
At the though of me hoping you’ll come to love me,
Trying to lie to myself that there is some hope,
Oh how pathetic I am,
But I can’t help it,
Love makes me crazy.

Love messes up my mind and my heart,
It confuses me,
My feelings become a storm,
The aftermath is devastating,
Leaving me in a state of confusion,
Lost and lonely.

I catch myself smiling,
A big smile,
When you start talking to me,
I panic at what to reply,
I start being frantic,
Constantly asking my friends for advice,
Cause I don’t want you to think,
Think that I’m stupid or silly.

The problem with me is,
I come across as like a little sister,
Someone who is cute,
Someone you want to look after,
I can’t change that,
So I’m hoping you see me as someone,
who you want to be with.

I wont change myself,
Not for you not for everyone,
So take me for who I am,
Or don’t take me at all,
Even though I love you,
My morals are set too high,
I will never change myself,
For someone.

Reviews

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True words in here. I like this especially the 2nd to last verse.
When I was younger i used to get treated that way.
This is amazing. You have talent.