your pain

the two of us
friends
never have we fought
but then comes a day
when everything you say
annoys like the buzzing of a bee
you talk talk talk
on and on
you pressure me to do something
something i don't want to do
Bam!
i've had enough
Out you go
there will be no more you and me
we are done
...
apology time
turns in to a confession of feelings
we spill our guts to each other...
well i don't but you do
everything is fine
then the day comes again when you push me
to do what you want
It doesn't have to escalate
we can just talk about it
but inside
i feel a bit of pleasure at the thought
of our friendship
put on the line
pleasure at your pain
the disorder and
messing with your mind

Author's Note

nonsense,jibberish

Reviews

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. relationships are complex ... and often it takes very little for us to start questioning ourselves ... we are looking for the fine balance ... between faith and fiction ... reality and illusion ... dreams and delusion ... expression and silence ... punish yourself ... but only to learn ... an immensely thought-provoking read ...