Not without a fight

Help! Hell is pulling me down,
Trying to take me underground.
I won't go down without a fight,
If the demons are trying to taking me out,
Then prepare yourselves for a shout.
If I am going down,
I swear not to go without a sound.
Angels, I call on thee,
Heaven, I call to thee.
Why I fight,
I do not know,
I s'pos I just don't want to go.
I'm not done with life yet,
So many things I did not get.
Well I s'pos there's no avoiding it.
Dear mother, I am so sorry,
I told you not to worry.
Now here I am,
In the unholy land.
Dear father, I made you hurt
I did not plan to die first.
To my siblings, I leave a gift,
One I swear I didn't shoplift.
So I guess this is goodbye,
Promise me you will not cry.
I'm not done fighting yet,
Please do not make a bet.
Hell wont get me easily,
Because I miss my family.

I'm told I earned my fate,
They even had a debate.
All those people who did hate,
I'm guessing won choice of my fate.
If only I could take back what I did,
Hide it all under the lid.
I regret that I tested hell,
But it's true, I went to him,
Not him to me.
I knew this would happen.
Many times I've been told.
But I challenged hell's power,
I chose to be bold.
Hell will be my master and I'll be his slave,
Because it is he, who now takes me to the grave.