It's Back

I'm not sure which category this falls under.

It came back
The pain stayed longer this time
Lying in the yard, I was gasping for air
"I am alone. No one cares."
This is all I could think last night
I crawled to my room desperate for relief
At long last I found my way to the numbness

It is day now
My appetite is lost along with my feelings
The numbness clings to me
Eyelids swollen, I have no more tears
My head aches, I wonder how many pills it would take
There's a spot on my ankle I wish to touch
But I'm afraid not even that can extricate me from the numbness
I'm breathing,although I'm not sure for how much
Longer