A Song For Lucy

These are lyrics that were written a friend; She had really played a big role in keeping me alive.

I suck at rappin 

Have no beat 

plus no rhythm,

But as you read this in your head

I Hope a  bombass beat is what you're hearin'.

So many nights I sat up

Sat up wishin I could die 

It wasn't enough to cry 

But she introduced me to atmosphere 

So I sat and I vibed 

Mathematically and sporadically

Counted all the methods 

I would utilize to survive 

To live one more day half-way happily.

Slug always had a problem or two

And he had it bad over some b***h named lucy,

It's too bad he never met you.

And if a molecule 

of my life was changed 

 I bet I'm not the only one 

That takes pride in knowing you.

I'm not sayin I'm saved, 

I'm sayin thanks

Hopin this rap gives you grace 

At the very least puts a smile on your face 

So many nights I sat up

Sat up wishin I could die 

It wasn't enough to cry 

But she introduced me to atmosphere 

So I sat and I vibed 

Mathematically and sporadically

Counted all the methods 

I would utilize to survive 

To live one more day half-way happily.

If what I'm swimming through ends badly,

She'll be there to catch me.

Because she's only one that's ever been in my mind 

And in all my fights 

Long enough to save my life 

Never judged me and I am grateful

Talked me down til I was stable 

And I don't think I would have ever made it

If it wasn't for her

I need structure

I need order 

Nah you just need love

Go ask Lucy 

So many nights I sat up

Sat up wishin I could die 

It wasn't enough to cry 

But she introduced me to atmosphere 

So I sat and I vibed 

Mathematically and sporadically

Counted all the methods 

I would utilize to survive 

To live one more day half-way happily.

Slug always had a problem or two

And he had it bad over some b***h named lucy,

It's too bad he never met you,

Zeke and Xander, too.

Author's Note

There is slang through out the writing. Tell me what you think overall?