Another for Renee

more acrostic for my best friend

In my heart, I love you so

 

Living inside my heart, like a parasite

Over staying your welcome, taking roost inside

Violently thrashing at the veins and ateries

Every vessel in my, burning with desire

 

Young obsession is a powerful thing

Obediantly, I must follow it

Under the sway of your beauty

 

Soon, my feelings grow beyond the obsession

Only ever letting you see that part of me; it hurts so much

 

Multiple times, I am tempted to tell you

Useless is my dumb tongue

Charisma-less, I could never bring you to me

Hopeless is my feelings, the love

 

Angered at myself for cowardness

Never, though, would I tell you my heart's words

Death to me, they would mean

 

Yet, I did tell my cursed secret

Officially, you know, yet

Unknown to you, the feelings persist

 

All throughout my body, i ache for you

Ready and boiling, my blood pumps through stressed veins

Every so often, coming to my brain, but not often enough

 

Much pain is caused as

Your metaphorical parasite eats at me

 

Beneath the surface, is much turmoil

Every so often, I think if it was us together

Strength, i do not have to have you

The nerve, i do not have to ask

For, nothing can hurt more than losing my friend, surely?

Reach within my body, take this

Insect from my body

Every day, i wither away because of it

Not a day goes by, not one

Day that I do whisper, "I love you, Renee."

Author's Note

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