Restless thoughts

Every night I toss and turn
I think of you every moment of the day
The curiosity in me forever burns
Wondering what you do while I sit and stay
I find my self daydreaming for hours
Trying to imagine what's going on
Wishing I had true psychic powers
Eventually I wake again to another dawn
I sigh as I force myself up and to work
Another day hoping that you are okay
With every sound I fight my quirks
For ever roar, ding, and whistle makes my attention sway
I hate this unknowing feeling
I hate getting these gut deep fears
Something saying that things are wrong sends my mind wheeling
I hope you know I worry about you dears
I worry, I fear, I toss, i turn, i bury my nose in my phone
Anything to calm my nerves and make me sleep
Everything I don't know shakes me to the bone
I try like hell to keep alpha from going sheep
These are the thoughts that keep me up
This is the biggest concern I hold
This is what overflows my cup
Every moment being left untold

...I miss you both