Entry #4

I don't understand why I keep having that same nightmare. I'm not married. My brother and I shared the same bedroom for a number of years, and he told me that I talk in my sleep. I decided to set up a recording device in case I said anything helpful. So much of it was silence that I just let it play as I did my usual computer stuff. I was groaning the name Lucy before I woke up. The only Lucy that I could possibly mean is half a world away. Is it just some subconscious fantasy gone awry? Is it all symbolic of something other than what it appears to be?  I've never met her face to face, so I don't know. I just don't know...