Happy

He makes me feel,

Happy,

I can't really say it,

This feeling, 

It's incredible, 

Like nothing I've experienced before,

I just can't believe,

How great I feel,

Right now,

My aura right now,

Is beautiful, 

Light,

Not dark,

Not its usual heavy self,

I feel,

Comfortable,

Around him,

It's hard to completely explain,

It's like a buffet at your favorite restaurant,

Or writing for days at a time,

Without writer's block,

I can't explain this feeling,

That I am having with him,

It's just so amazing,

It makes me bouncy,

Happy,

Excited,

It actually makes me feel alive,

Being around him,

Is just amazing,

I really don't want this feeling,

This feeling of happiness,

To ever end.

But then I start to become,

Confused to a point,

That I don't know,

Where to go anymore.

I am now blind,

To who he is,

And I don't understand,

Everything here around me.

I run away from everything,

But I trip and fall,

I can't pick myself up,

So down on the pavement I lay.

Clearing away the dirt,

Trying to look past the lies,

I gaze upon who is behind the fog,

And I can't believe it.

This is the one who makes me happy,

He who has caught my heart,

Is my best friend,

And another?

Author's Note

I made this over a period of a few weeks; I got caught between two guys during this, so I made this poem. But how'd you like it? Leave suggestions and tips for my writing. Thanks!
-Willa