Tired

I was tired,

Because of lack sleep,

When I was young,

Now I am tired,

Of feeling like this,

Always left out,

Being the wallpaper,

Always giving more,

But never asking for any,

Caring about others,

When no one cares about me,

Letting others laugh,

While I cry myself to sleep,

I'm really sad,

When I say I'm exhausted from gym,

Faking a smile,

So no one has to worry,

Being the last one picked,

Or not picked at all,

Thinking I'm ugly,

When others believe not,

Believing I'm forever alone,

Even if someone says they like me,

Not being smart enough,

But some say I'm dumb,

Lying to the others,

Saying that I already ate,

When I'm not eating,

Or when I didn't eat enough, 

Making up stories, 

Telling my friends it was the neighborhood cat,

But it was really my blade, 

Being tired doesn't mean I'm sleepy,

I mean I'm sad,

Depressed, 

And I need to be saved

Author's Note

This was a spur of the moment right before I went to sleep last night; literally, I fell asleep right after I finished it. How'd you like it? Leave suggestions and tips for my writing please. Thanks!
-Willa