Someday I'll tell you

(This is what happens when you're depressed, you've had a few drinks and you have pen & paper in hand)

Because of you

I'm afraid to let others in.

Will I ever forgive your betrayal?

HELL to the NO!

Will you ever be able to regain my trust?

I don't know, will you?

Someday I'll tell you what you did;

how you made me hate you, all men.

How can I love you when I hate you so much?

How can I hate you when I love you so much?!?

Felicia

I'm not to blame for any of it!

I didn't drive you to do it!

All I did was ask for your honesty and love.

You fail one,

may as well toss the other out too!

You think its justified because you never trusted me??

I can swear on a stack of bibles,

but you'll never believe that I've been faithful.

Just like a man!

How can you love me as much as you say you do

when you haven't had an ounce of trust in me since we met,

10 years ago!!

You & Felicia

Someday we'll talk about it,

but there'll never be laughter.

Its worse to betray me

with an ex

than to compare me to one.

The latter is just words, opinions!

The first....

You had a choice,

you made a decision.

You made the wrong one, you b*****d!

 

~Why are men so cruel? The more I love, the worse they treat me. Getting called a cheater by the true cheater and getting blamed for the true cheater sticking it in another woman... That's fucked up!!!!~

Reviews

[Honeypot]

I'm a little stunned. Lol! In a good way. You were obviously very angry when you wrote this and emotion was just bursting out. That's a good thing for poetry. I wanted to stand up and cheer you on! My favorite line, which made my laugh out loud was "HELL to the NO!" You did good on this one! (Hope you're feeling better.)

[The Elder]

Your pain is obvious and your anger righteous!
I love the way you expressed both.
A well written and emotional piece that makes your reader feel your emotions.
Very well done.
I'm truly sorry for your pain!