Losin' It

I apologize if you find this gruesome or sick. It was really written in a rage and I hope you don’t find it a problem. LOL I am not as crazy as this poem makes me sound.

You may not beleive it when I say
You mean nothing to me but you also my everything
Im a good girl gunna stay that way
The things that run through my mind could taint a god
The beauty in death makes me want to kill
I love and I hate you
You will always be in my soul but burned in my mind
I have gone crazy in hate an love
My life is altered and shifting away from the light into the forest to my right
The words falling from my mouth only word the silly thing
But if you could reach into my mind you would go insane
The smiles that appear on my face are of the thoughts of your death at my hand
But I think I will spare you is this love just that strong
I want you dead
But be mine please I beg of you
But as you sleep my thoughts will run wild of slitting your throut and claming whats mine...
Your heart.