Zero

A Story by Zoe Bagshot

And I found myself...

Yeah... I have to tell this to him..

But what if he gets it in a wrong way.. Crap! I have to think of every possible thing that can happen if I tell him... I won't be able to hold this for long any more.. I have had my part of sorrow in last 17 years... I won't suffer any more... They say letting go brings lots of happiness and satisfaction... Will this letting go of a thank you bring me happiness ?? I think I have to tell him the truth.. But what if he stop what he is doing now... Creating a heaven for me out of the hell where I was.. He is giving me the most precious gift that everyone needs to live in this growing so fast world.. He is everything.. Everything I earned in my my life ever.. If I dive in deep sea of my thoughts , heart , brain.. All I find is HE... Cause I am what I am because of HIM... Otherwise I am NOTHING... No not ZERO. Nothing is negligible than zero cause zero has a magnitude and it adds value if added after any number.. He made me a zero... Now if I get something to work on I can add value to it... Yes.. I am a zero cause he made me.. And I am grateful for it...