Is there happiness?

I sit here, in my own little world, while the rest of the world goes on. It’s like when I sit here the world around me freezes. It will seem I like I have been here in my own world for a few minutes, when actually hours have passed. Everyone around me goes on mute. I see them moving and talking, but it is like I’m not even there. I am observing them. I see the little things different people do when they’re mad, or the look they give people they don’t like when they pass each other. Normal people wouldn’t notice those things, I guess that makes me not normal. I don’t really care, it’s not like these people can see me anyways. I wish they could, but they can’t. They said the hardest job was observing and they were right. I want to help some of them and tell them what I know. It’s extremely hard watching a world go on and not being able to be a part of it. It kills me to see these people moving, destroying lives within every step they take. I use to scream and yell at them when I first started. I now know they can’t hear me nor will they ever. One day, they will though. I believe I have the answers to all their questions. Their questions to why this is happening, who did it and why. The answers are really simple and actually fairly obvious. I don’t blame them for not knowing. They weren’t chosen to observe, watch the others around them without the ability to help, like me. I am going to change the rules, so everyone will have the knowledge l have. I won’t be the only one with this burden, everyone will obtain it. That is how it should be anyways. It is how it used to be. Maybe then, just then, our worlds won’t be separated. I liked it when we all were one instead of two. It was happier and safer. Now there isn’t any trust anymore, you can’t even trust yourself. We don’t know what the truth is anymore. I was the few who didn’t get brainwashed when our worlds were separated. I still remember everything, how it use to be. I also know the lies they are telling everyone. I am going to put an end to it all. The truth will come with time and knowledge. We will live in harmony once again, like the past. For once the past should be repeated. It’s better than where we are heading. No one person should carry the burden I have. I have come to accept it with time.