loved, unloved, confused

a poem I found on my ipod I cant remember when I wrote it but it was recently cuz its about my current boyfriend.

my heart wants to fight with my head, my heart loves u so much, but my mind wants you dead.

my heart wants to cuddle and be by ur side but my mind hates and and thinks that you lied.

u don't realize the thoughts that r going through my mind I realize that cloud nine is not gold lined.

this poem surely sucks and barely rhymes, I guess that's a sign of these sad confusing times.

Author's Note

there are probably a lot of errors I have no time to check.