Lost......

Suspicions confirmed, these eyes are in awe

Heart is numb

My soul wails across vast oceans of pain

Gazing at the majestic beauty of father sky

A sacred proud eagle soars above peering and feeling the blueness

Within my soul

I'm lost in thought, thinking what

………………..Have I done wrong?

Must I always be wringing tears of blue from my heart?

Was his love just a delusion?

Did my spoken words of love, ever touch his heart

Why did he allow his soul to weave with a worthless

Street walker of the night

Accepted dusk and treachery to embrace his being,

………………And strip him of ethics

Permit the queen, of the fallen angels to enter

Our safe heaven to darken our life

I don't know this stranger, where is the man I love

Why is he walking the avenue of duplicity?

What have I done wrong, where is the man I knew and esteem

Who's the stranger standing next to me?

The man of my dreams is honest loving and devoted

Tender,caring, a loving family man, one of a kind father

Where is he,

………………..I ‘m lost

Thy soul wails across vast oceans of pain and loneliness

Father that lives in the blue skies, and sees everything and

Everyone

Tell me the truth what am I doing that is wrong why can't I be

The song and breath of his life

Father there's to much pain in life, we love, we dream but

Life doesn't care; life is a dare we take like playing

……………….. Russian roulette

Father the past few moons I caught myself musing over that one night,

We stood outside our cabin holding hands peering at the sky

It was covered in a veil of satin black, all that we could see were

Twinkling stars, that look like diamond sprinkles

………………..On a silky globe

I wonder, am I just a fool for loving him

Father who lives in the blue sky

Remove all barriers of dark haze from his eyes

So that he may seek the Light

Father sky find the man I once knew, release him from the

………………..Claws of darkness

The person my eyes have been gazing at, is a total stranger

His not the same person

The person I once knew would never dance with

………………..The devil in a red dress

I'm hurting; ashamed to be called a woman,

Humiliation plague thy essences and attire thy soul

In a cloak of obscurity,

Without the light of your blinking stars

………………..I'm lost, and

My soul wails across vast ocean of pain drowning

Within tsunami waves of devastation




Copyright by Yolanda Hernandez

Author's Note

Poem is about relationship

For a special friend

Aka Morning star 2010

 

 

Author's Note

Reviews

[Mauricio Montoya]

A relationship is a journey we sometimes think will never end, and when it does we find fault in ourselves or wonder what went wrong. I can feel the emotion in this piece, from what I read I can see this journey had pass many cross walks before reaching the stop light.
Thank you for sharing.

[Coyote Poetry]

The poem described a hard journey. The description took the reader to thoughts and memories. Life can seem cold and lonely. Sometime hard to find reason to go on. The poem took me in and I understand the questions needed to be answered. Thank you for sharing the outstanding poetry.
Coyote

[Priscilla Sayers]

The sorrow in your words tears at my heart. So many have been infected with treacherous actions that have brought about a plague of heartbreak. I am so saddened to see my sisters fall upon bended knee to weep over the love that has them lost. I pray that you are comforted by the man you know and love and that his heart comes back to you in its entirety. That you may be given the love and respect you deserve for your heart is pure and your love is precious. Chin up my beautiful friend for the winds of change are coming and once again we may rise to say we are stronger for the storms that have come to pass. Once again we will learn to dance in the rain. This is a wonderful piece.