Sometimes I Wanna Die, But That's Okay Because You Do Too

The last collab poem I did with Aaron.

Sometimes I get confused by myself,

I look in the reflection and see a failure

and nothing else.

Some days I wonder if I deserved this.

I wonder if I deserved my mother's snarls

and my daddy's fists.

Sometimes I get mad at myself,

I look at other people and see their beauty

and nothing else.

Some days I wonder if I deserved this.

I wonder if I deserved my mistakes and

nothingness. 

Some days I hate myself,

I look at you and I don't see anything else.

Some days I wonder if I deserved this.

If I deserved this loneliness and 

these bottles of pills worth nothing. 

Reviews

[CharlesMonroe]

You're an amazing poet Alice.
But this poem is really sad, and it reminded me way to much of the way I think everyday.

[trainwreck]

This is why I accepted your request again: you are a beautiful writer. Great job Alice! Please keep it up.

[Personne]

Gosh... This seems so sad... Hopeless. Just very, sad to me. But, a good sad. The last line was very good to me, and I liked it because it says worth nothing. Because drugs are worth nothing. But, yeah, this is a wonderfully sad poem.
(:

[Victoria PoetryBunny]

Nice collab... a lot of feeling in this, and i love the pattern and repeating words.

[Naomi]

....
I miss you and Aaron. I miss Chloe and Fisher too.
This poem makes me want to die, just like the title says...
Good job though...

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

Awe...this makes me sad....:( I miss Aaron....:(

[Hi My Name Isn't Slim S..]

Something inside of me died when I read the last three lines...