Nothing

Just staring blankly ahead

You want me to tell you what’s wrong

Darling if I knew, I would tell you

All my emotions are getting numb

And so is my body

You don’t understand the pain

The nothingness I am feeling

You ask me if I’m ok

And I say I don’t know

You say it’s a yes or no answer

But it isn’t for me

I honestly don’t know if I am ok

I don’t know how I’m feeling

I don’t know what I need

I don’t mean to shut you out

But how can I let you in

When I’m locked out my self

I’m losing all control

And I don’t know how to get it back

I’m falling

Slowly but surely

And sooner or later, I’m going to hit the ground

You tell me to talk to you

But I don’t know how

I can not come up with the words

Of how I’m feeling

When I don’t even know

I keep saying I’m fine

Hoping to somehow believe the lie

I keep telling myself

I know I’m not fine

But I don’t know

I’m not feeling my emotions

I am feeling numb

The emotions are leaving me

And now I feel nothing

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems and please don't be to mean