My Enemy

I have a problem. 

It lurks, sneaks, and clings. 

It gets in my way and it will hold me down if I let it. 

I have a voice. 

It nags and tells me 

I am not good enough. 

It lets me know when I am unwanted. 

These two combine. 

They feel like an external force. 

They punch and pull

They makes me hurt. 

I feel like I am torn apart. 

But this problem, this voice. 

It is on the inside. 

It is me. 

I create the battle. 

I create the pain. 

I cannot stop it. 

Why am I my worst enemy...

Reviews

[J. Rose]

I certainly can relate to these words. A great read. Thank you for sharing.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Its not good to struggle with depression, i hope its getting better for you :)
This was deep and emotional, and written from the heart.
If you ever need someone to talk to im a message away.
Great write

[justright]

Isn't this nature at it's finest. why is it that we create our own experience, and we then use it for one of two purposes: To sharpen the knife or to dull the blade.
I love it, please keep writing and keep on being introspective. Thank you for sharing.