You Feel Like Home

You Feel Like Home

A Poem by Amber Dawn Agin
"

You're the only thing that ever has

"
There's comfort in
being sad..
being broken..
being lost..
I can wrap it around me
cuddle into it like a security blanket
wrap myself into the darkness and
lose touch completely with reality
Everything is meaningless
Everyone is temporary
I still have you, thank god
my razors;
still in my top dresser drawer
you slide satisfyingly across my skin
drips of red dying wads of tissue paper
Yes, I still have you;
the only thing left when I'm alone again
You feel so much like home to me

© 2017 Amber Dawn Agin


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Amber Dawn Agin
venting about my relapse

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Added on January 22, 2017
Last Updated on January 22, 2017
Tags: self harm, depression, mental health, suicidal, suicide, borderline personality disorder, bpd, blood

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Amber Dawn Agin
Amber Dawn Agin

Harrisburg, IL



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Just your typical 19 year old girl that's kinda messed up in the head and thinks she can be poetic *shrugs* more..

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