Easy Way

The room shouts of voices but nothing makes sense.

I'm trying to avoid the things around me but something keeps my attention.

Head down, silent

Keeping warm from the cold front coming in.

I've been sifting through pieces of my life like puzzles. 

Trying to put together the things I made myself forget.

Instead it becomes another project never getting finished.  

Another realization I'm not getting further from where I started. 

I'm searching for any distraction to keep me from thinking. 

Trying to avoid contemplating causes from everything I've done.

And this bottle of quick answers screams me to drink.

I'm holding tight to stay strong and making reminders every so often not to take the easy way out.

March 2nd, 2009