be you

be you

A Poem by anstledore
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An collection of sentences that I recently wrote.

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She lies asleep wondering about the wonders the world.

 

In her dreams she sees a reflection of her day.

 

Played out in metaphors that only she can understand yet vivid and real.

 

It’s the morning now and she just wants to sleep all day.

 

He’s staying strong because showing emotion was seen as a weakness growing up.

 

They lied to him because he wasn’t open enough to discern their words.

 

They lied to him because they were being as honest as they could at the time.

 

He lied to himself about all the different versions of himself he thought he could never be.

 

He lied to himself about all the different versions of his soul he thought he would never see.

 

She found herself waking up in the middle of the night.

 

She lost herself looking for ways to comfortably fall back asleep.

 

It fell upside down as one struggled to stand right side up.

 

The moments of clarity were interrupted by an envious ego.

 

His subconscious repeatedly told him he wasn’t good enough like a record skipping he changed the tape.

 

For the record everything that was said is off the record.

 

They found hope in a life most had regarded as hopeless.

 

It was never too late to change.

 

He tensed up as he thought about everything that made him relaxed.

 

His friends only cared about getting high it was low of him to leave like that.

 

He craved real human experiences.  Real human moments

 

She wanted to feel again, she had grown so numb.

 

The frosting around his heart began to melt like icicles in June.

 

The ego was his enemy. The ego was his friend.  He had to make it his friend.

 

He’s so unsure of who he was he didn’t know where to start looking again.

 

He wants to inspire people.  He wants to help people.

 

She craves real commitment someone who is willing, honest and able.

 

The reality of our illusions brings clarity.

 

The world is an illusion- to take anything too serious is to become part of that illusion.

 

What you don’t know that you don’t know

 

What you know that you know

 

What you know that you don’t know.

 

Where am I when I’m lost?

 

Wherever you are.

 

Who are you?

 

Here I am.

 

There you are!

 

Here I go!

 

There you go!

 

When will it end?

 

When does it start?

 

If it’s happening right now why do I keep forgetting?

 

Distractions.

 

Pardon my ignorance I’ve been constantly avoiding responsibility for my life these past 25 years.

 

These next 25 years ought to be GRAND if I stay focused on healing and helping others.

 

How can I help others when I’m not right myself?

 

How does one get right with one’s self?

 

Forgiveness.

 

I forgive myself for the pain I’ve caused.  I want to feel my soul expand.

 

I want others to be touched because I came into existence.

 

I want others to be inspired, grateful because I came into existence.

 

I want others to feel comfortable enough to be honest with me.

 

I want to live an honest life.

 

I’m just jotting down ideas, desires and thoughts as they come out.

 

There is a lesson in every painful experience you’ve been through.

 

What is the lesson?

 

Take responsibility for your life-situation.

 

Be responsible.  Be honest.  Be real

 

Be able to respond in an honest manner.

 

Don’t let your emotions get the best of you.

 

Don’t neglect your emotions, feel them than release.

 

Be grateful you’re still here.

 

Be you.

© 2015 anstledore


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What are your thoughts on this piece? I'm open to feedback (whether it be positive or negative) Looking to improve my writing skills.

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great work.i like your style



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Male writer 25 years young, exploring different styles of poetry, metafiction, philosophy, experimental, short stories and whatever else. Hate being boxed in, Love to express the universal truth that.. more..

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