Because of you

Yes, I am aware that there is a song similar to this, but this is my experience

Because of you,

I've never looked at myself the same,

When I was eight years old, 

you stripped me of my confidence,

made me feel like I was nothing.

I lie everyday when I put a smile on my face

Because of you it was drilled into my head that I was fat,

I was worthless, ugly and annoying,

and because of you I started becoming all of those things,

I wasn't fat, I wasn't worthless, ugly or annoying,

I was just an innocent little kid.

Because of you I lock myself away everyday,

Because of you I feel worthless,

Because of you I will always see myself as fat,

Because of you I push people away,

Because of you I hate myself.

You're the reason this is happening,

you're the reason no one cares,

you're the reason I bottle things up,

you're the reason I wish I could become a shadow,

you're the reason I wish I wasn't here.