Confliction

She's lying

Does she think I'm stupid?

I know she's not clean

God, now she's crying

Seriously? She's the one who walked out

She hasn't even apologized

I'm trying to hide the pain in my voice

She doesn't even know me

She keeps playing these mind games

Yet again, I feel the need to believe her

But she's lying

I'm lying 

I think she can tell

She's asking if I'm clean

I cannot help but cry

I didn't want to leave. I had no choice.

I hope she knows I'm sorry

I can tell something is wrong

I want to make up the years I've missed

I swear I want to change

I need her to trust me

But I'm lying.