Blanket Knowing

Your confusion, I am dying

Sound to another refection

Time, Spent among this decaying

Decide the death while infected

Standing in this closest buried in knowing

all while we have no way to fix it

Break the norm to a point inside my head

never really matters but it happened

pathetic and tried to flush it out

dissolved all the beliefs of dark in knowing

until you walked in this angered self decay

all i KNOW is there is no way to fix it.

here lifeless and purchased understanding

minutes to the seconds

start to slowly

slowly

arranging my head

as broken soaked spilled teared pieces

Habitual cheating to our self

dying slowly

something inside my head

growing

something of anger has grown

truth of this heart is a story

read the pages of discomforting, self

while broken and awake 

live into a mind that is open

bled out overwhelmed with the body

still want to know each part of you

each part

part of knowing, with knowing the blade rips further

observe the bled dreams of this

knowing where this goes

deceit, distraction to a mirage

mirage of failure

Failed to questions of this pain

death, stared, blanket or this illusion

we knowing the decay

this is out infection.