contortionist

Contortionist

 

As my spirit attempts to put my mind at ease

you f**k up my emotions and contine to tease 

in significant amounts, you get the best of me~

 startle me with images of what may or may not be
I'm twisted with fear~

it has a deathly grip on me
and I silently wonder just where it will lead~

 

when I'm near you, it's love I will aIways demand

 I have a terrible fear of being without a man

of being stuck, malnourished and not fucked to the bone~

Where has it gone?  Where is my luck?

I want you to be aware that I would contort my soul
to feel you in me to have you in me~
to let you f**k me while I'm down on my knees~
with desire for you, my being will seethe for you
my love for you is constricting my breath

And it's you I search for in my terrifying dreams~
that cause me to belt out those nightmarish screams
that are ripping and tearing apart at my seams

 

© 2010 Audrie