a field of nothing and you

am i enough, am i what you want me to be?

a song falls through the blades of glass,

a burning, echoing sound that tears apart all hope

all destiny,

it feels like a familiar mind, a violent sound

that caresses my ears,

a spinning that i can't control, a chaos of never ending torture,

a sound that you can't give me-

not through your hands that touch,

taint, hold and avenge whatever you think is left of me,

god, you whisper a sound to mimic that burning

rush,

so, so, perfectly failing that i beg the sky

to drown me, the sound, an

echo in the chaos, over and over and over again

as you try to give me life,

hand in hand and over again, a tainted kiss, a loving

shock, a thought left over

from the field of us,

a time to repent for the vile, the sound that let loose-

as you watch, tainted, as i, forgiven,

spin through the field,

not a single sound willing to be my orchestra

Author's Note

hello, enjoy <3