Pain Induced Wish

I wish I could stop worrying about him,

I wish I could find a way to help him.

I don"t think I could live with myself knowing that I left him to go through

What I went through alone, like I had to.

That was living hell and sometimes still is.

Sometimes I wish I were dead,

Because no one would notice anyway.

I am just an invisible person,

Seen by nobody.

Trying to be noticed, even just a little,

Sometimes it is just too stressful for me to do by myself.

All I want to do is help him get through this,

Help him survive this hell he must be going through.

How am I supposed to know what to do, what to say,

Since when I needed it, help was never there?

I love him, so therefore I must help in any way I can.

Reviews

[Louise Winter]

This is so beautiful and I can easily relate to this.
So heart-breaking and gut-wrenching.
Well done

[Bob Sherunkle]

This reminds me of some one that was in my life.Very heartbreaking.