whhyyy?!

why?!
you say your so happy
why talk about hate and betrayal
i don't think anyone understands you
 not even me
your best friend for about 2 years
people wonder how you can hate so much
how you can be so cold
  when your going through the hardest times
we all think that you need as much help as you can get
yet, you deny all of it
if only you could realize that all we wanted for you was happiness
but still you decide to be sad
now that months have passed you
almost a year
you take back everything
your thank you's, your beautiful words, and your deepest darkest secret
i realized i wasn't so much help but neither were you
you blamed everything on me when actually nothing was my fault
i allowed all of that blame only because i wanted you to feel good
it was actually you taken advantage of me
i don't regret a single thing i did because now i am happy
and now i know that's all i wanted
so,
look who's dying now!