It's my time now

staying true to myself

I love you 

Yes i do

But it's time for me to not focus on you

I need to be for me

Fill my wants and needs

I'm still yours don't get me wrong

I just can't keep waisting my time for things to come along

School is upon me

My choice to start on

I need a healthy path 

Away from this horrid state

Where misery will be the downfall of me

I overthink the things I can't control

Instead of focusing on the things I can 

No more

Oh how I hate reality checks 

But it is oh so right

I need me more then ever

I need to fulfill where i want to be.

I'm sick of the positions I've let myself deal with

When I wake up I dread the day

But I will surly wear a big smile on my face. 

I must fight this battle within myself day by day

Oh what a big f*****g mess 

Every single day

I won't let it happen 

not again

Time to keep to the plan 

You are second

I am one

I need whats best for me

And right now it's not you completely. 

Author's Note

reviews? opinions? anyone?