maybe...

Alone...

such a strong word and feeling

some say "i want to be alone" but deep down they want someone to help them or to see what they are goin through

i used to say "i dont want to be alone..." i got my wish yet now i envy every moment i can be peaceful and alone

some say "i want someone to love me"yet they dont realize when they have someone they love..that person has the most dangerous weapon agianst you..

yet once agian when they are alone once agian they want them back

some say i like the cold but their favorite season is summer...

some say they like hotness of summer yet their favorite season is winter...

some say "i want blue eyes"

but the blue eyed want a different color rather than blue

some say i want straight hair when they have curly or vise versa

yet what i have come to realize is we always want what we cant have...

but why? 

why cant we be happy with what we have?

maybe its because what we have isnt what we need.....