CLOSETED NO. 2

second version of "Closeted"

My thoughts are always negative 

I’m afraid of that reality 

I wish there was a medicine to cure this s**t out of me

You made me hate that person who I am 

About my f*****g feelings never gave a damn
I’m sorry but ur preachings nothing more than spam 

And your whole world concept is a stupid scam

Can I stop feeling anything to anyone ever?
I want to I disappear i wanna drown in river
I’m sick of being tricked I’m sick of being an error
Please burn to the ashes i wanna fly forever

Maybe no one cares about all this love I offer 

Maybe you will celebrate my corpse floating in water
And maybe you are right and it’s just one of my mistakes 

But hopefully, you someday count 

how many gorgeous people did you break

4 Sep, 2020