I Love so much, it turns to Hate!

Today, 17th July 2011, The one i love so much's birthday, and he is saying to my friend he doesnt want to hug me, causing me to do thiss

I listen to what my friend said,
She says that He doesn't want a hug from me,
He doesn't even want a quick hug....
And yet,
I went out in my own time,
Got him a card and present...
In the car I cry,
I sit and wonder why.
While I bend over my knees,
Trying anything for someone to answer my pleas.
I can't help but feel hatred towards him.
It's his birthday,
Of course he knows I'd want a hug.
So why does he push me away mentally.
I roar like theres an animal inside of me,
Wanting to rip his head off so he can't see.
See me cry...
I choke on tears,
Scream to horrific images in my head.
Scratch my arms for the emotional pain to go away.
My arms now stained with dotted blood,
I tear at my hair,
Thinking how he is so cold and unfair.
So cold it makes me freeze,
So unfair it hugs me like a winter breeze.
I feel so empty I cry until I'm satisfied,
I bleed while he doesn't care I even cried.
I don't want to believe this is how it is,
My friends wondering why he'd so horribe towards me.
I look at my arms now,
Dotted with pink marks that makes me sick,
My nails marked with skin and blood.
I feel my chest hurt with every breath,
I taste tears as they run down my cheeks.
I hear my coughs on choking sobs,
I see nothing but blury vision,
I smell nothing but the burnt turn of my heart of it's breaking collision.
Please,
Why be so mean...?

Author's Note

Not some of its true, but.... Yeah

Reviews

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

A sad incident written in such a beautifully powerful manner. Great write :)

[WritersSoul]

Sorry again for misspelling :P