Only One Foot Out

i get sad

i get mad

but mostly, im more forgiving toward u

every time when i pack my bags

ready to go, i was

you hold me back.

i always need you.

i love you.

you bring the best out of me

your loyalty and character is what i have learn from u

all of these words from u,truly echoed thru my mind

but then, one foot out.

i was, strong enough to have both out

But when i look into your eyes and hold you tight

i walk back into the door and call it even.

One question i have in mind

probably i would never know.

why is your love so complicated?

What exactly you need from me?

Was it love or purely fantasy?

i love you and i need you.

in the most honest way, i do love you.