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I'm so pathetic. I should just die and not even be in this world. Why do i even bother being alive. there is nothing for me in this world. No one wants me. No one cares about me. So why do i even bother being alive in this cruel world. There no one for me and no one will ever be. I'm alone in this world. No one can understand me. It hurts. I don't want to keep all of this pain. I need something to alleviate the pain. Even if it's just for a second. It's scary to have all of these thoughts everyday, every hour, every minute. I can't deal with this pain anymore. I don't now how to stop it. I'm scared. Scared that I won't come back from this. I'm scared. Am I selfish for wanting this pain to end? Is it too much to ask for? I'm just worthless. I have no meaning in life. What is my purpose?