Refuse to be you

It's how ironic you tell me that I'm dumb for not noticing what situation I'm in.

Ironic how you tell me I'm being blind.

Ironic how your telling me what i'm doing is wrong.

I watched you all my life.

Don't you dare tell me what I'm doing is wrong.

I've watched all your mistakes. 

I learned from you what not to do.

I'm not gonna end up being like you.

As I watched you suffered and crumbled away slowly.

I knew I never wanted to turn out like that. 

I didn't want to be something so sad like that.

I despised you for you end up like that.

Then turned it around me saying it's not how it really seems.

I see that your in denial and refuse to believe what the truth is unfolding to.

Don't shove your lies to me.

Especially with the bullshit your spewing at me.

I don't want to end up like you.

That will never happen.

I will learn from your mistakes.

I will not watch myself be engulfed by your sorrows.

I will oppose your ways for I pity you.