Screwed up

The silence is to overwhelming.

The tension is in the air I can feel it down to my spine.

It's so heavy the pressure weighing down.

I can't speak.

The anger slowly creeping over.

Too scared to say anything.

One slip can cause the end.

My heart racing. 

Eyes drooping from over stress.

I'm tired but can't sleep.

Never sleep with ill thoughts.

My thoughts are in a jumble.

Maybe it was better to not have said anything.

Better to have kept it to myself.

What was I thinking?

My mind slowly engulfing me.

What have I done?

I'm a screw up.

I ruined everything.