Why change me?

Yeah I understand I'm not an amazing person.

I'm not like other people in this world.

I'm not a easy person to understand.

I'm a difficult person.

I don't know how I will change that.

Why judge me for my past.

Doesn't the present me matter.

The fact that I'm here. 

Is that not enough for you?

I went through a lot of things to get where I am right now.

I'm still struggling to keep myself in one piece.

I may not show it since I don't want to seem vulnerable.

What hurts the most is that you use my past against my current self.

I'm already fucked up, so why add more fuel to it.

I've tried hard to get where I am now.

Am I just not good enough?

I'm sorry that I'm not like the other people.

Shouldn't I be good enough?

Why am I not?

What is wrong with me?

What's different about me?

Why can't you just accept me for me?

I know I'm not perfect but I am trying.