disbelief

i feel like ive waited years for it to get better
for me to get better
im always hearing that it'll get better
but the better days are never here

theres this fear inside of me
that i'll never get better
that i'll always stay the same

im stuck in this cycle of getting better
only to inevitably get worse again
so whats the point ?

sure good days come
but they never seem to last
it doesnt feel like it gets better
it hasnt gotten any better
but why
why am i not better

Reviews

[Kim S.]

Such an emotional read here, excellent write

[Arundass TP]

There is no such thing as better days. Only our mind make a day better or worse. Excellent writing 👍

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[Chris]

Our thoughts CAN define us, but they don't have to. As Poets we can be describing "things" we feel need to be spoken of as a way of bringing attention to OUR perceptions of the world around us.

"Better" is a point of view - for who best decides what "better" IS for another person if not the person themself? Seems like today's world is really framed behind our eyes by what other's spend their opinions defining whether with social cues or under peer pressure. Becoming who we ARE takes a personal understanding of our "self" and the willingness to question, have, and stand for our own beliefs.

[Julian]

Such a perfect- and sad - expression of the soul torment that sometimes haunts us, the time that seems to drag on with little hope - and yet, there always remains deep within us, a little light, a tiny voice that reminds us that there will come a better day, even if the battle seems so hard. And when we feel to weary to press on, the prayers of others whom we may not even know, rise on our behalf, to help us take one more step, one more hour, one more day.... I do not know if this is autobiographical, but if so, I can only say, hold on, no matter what, refuse to give up and wait until you can see the sunlight shine in your life.

[Planet x]

Who says you are not better now? maybe now is better