Cursed

There are 24 hours in a day

It only took 1 hour to bring this pain

I start to feel the hate

Sorrow runs through my veins

I’m stuck here in these dark days

 

I wish I could forget to remember

How can I erase these memories?

I’m stuck in the past

As this misery attacks

The clouds around me turn black

The lighting begins to crack

I can’t get back the life I never had

 

I didn’t get to say goodbye

It kills me every time I close my eyes

I held you so tight

I don’t want to say goodnight

I would rather die

These are the memories that I fight

 

All of my heart bleeds

As these memories sting

I guess this is my curse

Nothing that is forgiven

Is nothing unforgotten

There’s no closure

When this life isn’t over

 

There’s demons running through my blood

Cursed to always feel my worst

The voices inside of my head

Screaming at me with regret

The questions flow through me like cancer

I’m so cursed that I can’t get one goddamn answer

So I guess my body will vanish

With-out a trace

With images of a ghosts face