Impossible Dreams.

A Poem by Julia

I have realized that there’s always a time in life
A time where every second cuts like a knife.
You’re the reason that I cannot see the light.
The reason that I now haven’t the strength to fight.

I sit, waiting for the ring of the phone.
Waiting to hear the voice that let’s me know I’m not alone.
But that’s just another dream that will never be true.
Another dream as impossible as me and you.

I wake up crying for that blanket of mine.
The blanket that let me know I was fine.
Your arms are no longer there to replace the warmth it gave.
Your love is no longer there to make me brave.

Your jersey still lays right on my floor.
At the smell of it, all the memories start to pour.
The smell of you still lingers, the feel of your skin.
From where my hand and your hand once been.

I wish I could have done more, but in bed is where I lay.
Eyes red. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough to make you stay.
And as my last breath draws near, I utter your name.
I was only hoping you idea of forever was the same.

This isn’t a dream, but a nightmare at it’s worst.
A nightmare where my heart continues to burst.
And in this nightmare, I dream of wishes coming true.

Impossible dreams where I wish for love of me and you.