Trapped ( in my little world )

feelings + words = therapy.

I'm here, inside my little world,

Built for one.

No room for anybody else.

I sit, and I wait, trapped.

 

I long for someone to come and rescue me from this place I've created in my mind.

This place, full of the shadows of my past, and the memories that shouldn't last.

These thoughts and ideas endlessly cave in on my heart, and my head.

The walls of my safe, yet miserable, world come crumbling down every time I see his face.

I built them up to keep this image out of reach.

 

I'd like to let someone else into my exclusive world.

But, I am afraid.

They could be him, simply in disguise.

New face, same childish boy, just waiting to break me again.

These walls were built strong and sturdy but crash at any hint of his voice, his smell, his presence.

They buckle from the pain of all that he represents, all that I know.

I need someone stronger than myself to break down these invincible walls of protection for me.

Someone who will break them down for the better.

Instead of just to make me weak.

 

I want to be strong, like the walls keeping everyone out.

It's hard when the only occasional feeling of safety I recieve only comes when I'm thouroghly enclosed.

I need someone to establish the difference in my mind between keeping him out, and letting those who are trying to reach me, help me, in.

 

Please be the person to let me out of this trap I've set for myself.

I need out of my little world.

 

Author's Note

uhm... opinions? please. This kind of just came out. but, if its not good, lemme know.

Reviews

[Prose-full]

"I'm here, inside my little world,
Built for one.
I long for someone to come and rescue me from this place I've created in my in my
These thoughts and ideas endlessly cave in on my heart
But, I am afraid.
They could be him, simply in disguise.
New face, same childish boy, just waiting to break me again
walls were built strong and sturdy but crash at any hint of his voice, his smell, his presence.
They buckle from the pain of all that he represents
It's hard when the only occasional feeling of safety I recieve only comes when I'm thouroghly enclosed.
I need someone to establish the difference in my mind between keeping him out, and letting those who are trying to reach me, help me, in."

wow...very strong piece...i love it all..those are some lines that make my heart *sigh*

great read...wonderful write....i hope you don't ever stop writing.ever!..

be well..my sister of the pen
be well......

[dawnmarie]

all your work is good... dont self doubt yourself .... your in pain and it shows.. i just so hope you find your way through it...

[Becca :)]

this is really good. i can totally relate. nice work.

[Shane]

its nice..kool how u wrote it