I Remember

I remember how we first met

how we used to flirt

the way you used to look at me

how close we were

if I didn’t see you my day would suck

when you hugged me it made my day ten times better

I remember the way you always walked me to my bus

the way we hugged goodbye and I wouldn’t want to let go

my day would instantly brighten even on my worst days if I made you smile the way you made me

I remember how you got a girlfriend

how everything changed

you stopped walking me to my buss

seeing your face would make me hurt so bad

I remember that you guys broke up

I was there for you even when it hurt so much

thinking maybe we would have a second chance

I remember how nothing changed

all the nights I stayed up crying

how my feelings were all mixed up

how my anxiety attacks started coming back

how I tried to tell myself I was over you

I remember seeing your face and all my feelings would come back

everything we use to have