Negative

Negative

A Poem by casablancavic

I'm broken, I'm ravaged
I've been ripped in two
I'm standing in shadows here because of you
I'm damaged, I'm ruined
I'm tearing apart
I'm bursting at seams and the depths of my heart

I'm lost in the void vacant nothing of space
I'm crumbling to pieces with nothing to save
I'm searching for clues which can never be found
I'm listening to voices when there is not even a sound

I'm enraged and I'm peaceful for what is my fate
I'm waiting for answers with nowhere to wait
I'm confused, unstable, and on the edge
I'm black in my heart - where it used to be red 

I'm vacant, I'm empty
I'm a ghost of a shell
I'm not even nothing
I'm beyond help
I'm a speck in the distance
I'm a fragment of time
I'm far beyond hell
I'm something sublime

I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
I'm looking for positives, but there's only negatives, negative
I'm so far into the negative, the negative
Subtract me, divide me, multiply me into the negative, the negative

I'm a shadow of a shadow
I've got nowhere to go
Nothing awaits me,  no today, no tomorrow
I've got no future, because of your past
I've got nothing to hold on, nothing to grasp

I'm not even angry - because I'm not alive
I'm dead to the world and on the inside
I'm smaller than small, I'm not even here
I'm no longer existing in our atmosphere

I'm not worth your love, I'm not worth my tears
I'm not worth the last breath for the days of the years
I'm not worth the last touch, a soft goodbye kiss
I'm not worth to be found, because I won't be missed  

I'm deaf from the silence, I'm blind from the dark
I'm awaiting my gravestone - which will never be marked
I'm frozen from hatred, I'm burning to ash
I'm valued by you - as unwanted trash

I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
I'm looking for positives, but there's only negatives, negative
I'm so far into the negative, the negative
Subtract me, divide me, multiply me into the negative, the negative

Let me tell you the equation
We don't have a relation
Your algorithm group identity
Won't handle my formula variations


The fractions are too complex on a coordinate plane
There's no correlation to positive again
The 
element factor offsets the theory
Out of aligned infinite symmetry
 

I'm disposable waste, I'm something not needed
I'm seeds of your past, a plant left unseeded
I'm words in a book, which will never be read
I'm drops of blood which will never be bled

I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
I'm looking for positives, but there's only negatives, negative
I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
Subtract me, divide me, multiply me into the negative, the negative


I hope that you realize what you did was cruel
You did it so well, did you learn it at school?
You're such a master, you're so good at your skill.
You're a hunter who captured and then went for the kill

Be proud you are trained well
You can now teach to others
How to break the heart and the soul of your lover
You are such an artist
You're a genius - it's true
So let the next person you teach
Return the favour to you

I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
I'm looking for positives, but there's only negatives, negative
I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
Subtract me, divide me, multiply me into the negative, the negative

I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
I'm looking for positives, but there's only negatives, negative
I'm sliding into the negative, the negative
Subtract me, divide me, multiply me into the negative, the negative

© 2018 casablancavic


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Added on October 22, 2018
Last Updated on October 27, 2018

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casablancavic
casablancavic

Vancouver, Canada



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