Mine

I just need to feel it... 
maybe just one last time. 
I want it so bad, 
I want it to be mine. 
In my mind there is a constant need 
To get it before it's gone... 
just a little more pressure 
which is amply applied when i'm wrong. 
It's alright 
I will take it all in, 
and when it is done... 
you can just give it to me again. 
I wont fight you 
I swear to God I wont fight. 
I will be the martyr 
that dies for you tonight. 
I know that I'm not crazy... 
it is the only thing I know, 
but I fear I might be breaking 
from such a lack of hope. 
My life is not worth much 
but these words...these words are priceless. 
You know I wrote them all for you 
I did my best. 
It may never be good enough, 
it may never be real, 
but it will always be yours 
something no one can steal. 
Just remember me as something better 
than what you see here today... 
please do not take this image with you... 
please just throw it away. 
Be the only thing I have, 
the only thing I could not give up. 
just be mine 
I swear to god its enough