whats on the inside

i dont care what you think of me
i'll aways know no one cares
but im all they should fear
anything i do is s**t to everyone
give me a reason not to slaughter anyone
i'm just a failer not a savior
my songs are dark because these pains are real
beleive my words,release my rage
this life will decay
give me a reason not to fall
all my peace is gone
 
my lifes a curse and nothing more
i'v never said it this way before
all these pains cut into me
all my shame is to blame
i wont f*****g say it twice
you know all i say is right
 
now the only thing i love is hate
it's the only thing that can relate
burn away own my own slipping into darkness all alone
there is no hope all is gone
as haunting dreams feed my mind
disturbing images fill your eyes
my dark appearnce is what i feel inside
 
my lifes a curse and nothing more
i'v never said it this way before
all these pains cut into me
all my shame is to blame
i wont f*****g say it twice
you know all i say is right