Stuck, somewhere in the middle, of the girl I see in the mirror, and the one I hoped I would become. Disappointment floods my mind as the tears threaten to betray me once more. I thought I would be strong, face the fears that haunt my dreams. It feels as if you won, like I never had a chance. I tried so hard to forget, but for some reason I can't let it go. They say you never move on until you forgive the person, but can forgiveness really be the answer here? It can't be. The hate still consumes me, and the pain is still so real. Forgiveness hardly seems in order. Your face is seared into my memory with no remorse. I fight away the memories as I fall to the floor in fear. The room spins as the images begin to blur.