The Color Green

It's tainting my soul. 

Every time you bring him up.

Every time. 

I go right back to when you were with him... 

The teaming jealousy I felt. 

That familiar taste is on my tongue. 

And no matter how many times we talk about it. 

No matter how many times I cry. 

It's never going to stop. 

And I don't know how to help it. 

I want to cut it off before it happens. 

But I just can't. 

Because what if it never does? 

Yeah... 

Right... 

That's not how my life works. 

Things have been to good. 

For to long. 

I'm waiting for the pain and suffering. 

That losing you will bring me. 

   

Reviews

[Amber Lily]

A very truthful poem. Sometimes when your happy for too long you forget how to be sad. But then when you remember... you want to forget it again. It's an odd thing, but understandable. Very nicely put.

[Kitten]

Thank you.